lets celebrate the first of spring
life has been stablizing. moved into the new pad for a month now and still trying to catch up on everything else. tried to celebrate your birthday this past weekend but you showed me you have learned nothing in your 30 years and i lament for that truth. we must venture forward and not look back. for days spent on days past is just an emotional consuming task, to chase that ever illusive shadow.
i am filling my time up with music and books, focusing on training jacob, focus on creating meaning for my life, creating a path for my career and learning everyday.
watched a chinese dvd last night and realized that anything sweeter than sweet will make me bawl like no other.
my exterior is tough my soul is sensitive
but i must protect me and mine til the day they cease fire on the war of love